[Raya]

I have all sorts of ways of fighting being grumpy. Winter makes me grumpy so of late I find myself getting grumpy all the time.

Sometimes I clean I did that today. The other day I turned the music up real loud while I was working on a design. I had on earphones so I wouldn't drive my partner crazy (a small boat is not a good place for really loud music the vibrations are harsh) Sometimes I paint things, I'm messy so it makes me feel good to splatter paint around (I'm not allowed to paint on the boat) I do my painting in the studio.

Then of course if I'm really grumpy I kick things I try not to do that when anyone is around and I'm not allowed to do that on the boat at all.