[Dwreck]

Ron being a fellow co worker I must say I never knew you were so well spoken. Well done.

Because of my age differece and I have fact no children my stories dont run so deep.

My male friends think I’m some sort of Demigod when I show them pictures of me with Jenna Jameson. They see me in Vegas rippin’ it up and get jealous. They don’t see the hours put in behind a computer and all the other shit that goes on behind the scenes.

I was deathly afraid of what girls would think and/or perceive of me. I was scared I was going to be judged a pervert or freak, but all my close female friends accept it. I always loved flirting, playing around and pushing the limits with girls. This job suits me well, which is why it has been a success.

I would go out to clubs and everyone would whisper, “Oh, there’s Derek the pervert, the porn star, the freak, etc.” I have heard it all before. Three drinks later people are asking me for passwords to pay sites and guys are grabbing me drinks while their girlfriends tell me dirty stories. Did I tell you I love my job? LOL!

Now do My parents know? My family must know by now. It’s not exactly dinner table conversation, but they see my paychecks and the pure excitement and passion I have about what I do and they just leave it at that. They are happy I’m not in jail or something… hehehe.