My love life... Again!!! And man am I dumb!!!

[Virgule3]

Dear Xnationers,

Ok, here is the thing... I'm still single and I still hate it, now more than ever because it's the holidays!

I have had this "crush" on one of my students (don't panic! I work for a language school and the student in question is 37! héhé) since the beginning of the session... And I don't know if it is me, but I think it might be reciprocal...

Now, today was the last course of "the year" the next one being on January 7th 2008... He waited until everyone was gone to talk to me about a book I lent him and I spoke to him about a book I borrowed from him (we both love reading)... And for the past couple weeks, I have felt like he was not looking at me the same way...

I am so dumb... I don't know what to do... I had a million scenarios in my head but I am too dumb and shy to let him know how I feel or to ask him out or anything...

We both love to ski, we like movies, reading, etc... I was thinking I should call his work during the evening, leave a message on his voice mail and ask him to call me back or email me or something...

AAARRRGGGHHH!!! I never thought I would feel this way at 39!!! I feel like a teenager!

What should I do? Any cool suggestions??? lol

Signed:

"Desperately seeking advice on love and dating..."