I'm torn... I don't know...
I was madly in love with this guy but he couldn't get it up and we were together for 6 years and made love maximum 20 times total. Yes, I admit, I cheated (even though it really isn't me) but I couldn't take it anymore. I had to get something somewhere. He suspected it and officially found out after 4 years and sort of understood...
I left him a year and a half ago. The no sex thing was a big part of why I left but it wasn't the only one.
I have great lovers, I have amazing sex these days but I feel so empty inside. There is this guy... 6'4", the body of a god, and everything is, well, proportionate if you know what I mean and he knows what to do with it... Or another one... 6'2", 23, horny 24/7... anyway... You get the picture...
But yes, I feel really empty inside. There was this guy I mentionned in a post a couple weeks ago but even though he says he has very strong feelings for me, thinks I'm fantastic, etc... he wasn't ready for a relationship... But the feelings were there, the sex was awesome... I couldn't have asked for more...
But if I had to choose one or the other? I really don't know. Today, I say LOVE because I miss being in love, I feel like I'm going to explode, I have so much to give and no one to give it to... But I know from experience that even if the love is the best ever, if there is no sex, it can't last, not for me... It's a necessary part of a relationship for me...
Sophie.
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