I want to be a quitter!

Funbrunette, Smoking is a habit that I myself could do without.
Like right now I am enjoying a single beer and smoking a cigarette.
While sitting here and relaxing, to expel the days events out from my
mind. I don't know how to switch off. I feel axioty, its hard to explain.

Though each day I push myself more and more not to light one up.
Like sometimes I would sit here and not light it even though it is
sitting on the tip of my lips and dancing up and down slighly
while I flick my tongue over the filter part and play with this
non burning cigarette.

But smoking is killing my lungs, it is so wrong, though I still light up.
I just bought a packet and the foil had just been unwrapped.
Its weird plastic feeling as screw it up.

I am all for you Funbrunette. I am ready too. Don't need to smoke!
I just do it cause it is there to do. I control my life. Not bloody Winfield.

My lungs are still very full of fight if I quit now before the end of the night
I stood up just then and yelled out NO MORE!

So... now I am bored. Need help. Also need cheering up.